Why then am I not excited
Isn’t this the journey I wanted
More challenges, a canvas more colorfully painted
Why does this dream feel a little dented?
Why then am I not excited
Certainly the prospect is still far from blighted
No danger nor risk expected or sighted
Where has it crept from this feeling slighted?
Why then am I not excited
It was always uncertain I had debated
But the chance was definitely highly rated
Why has some passion abated?
Why then am I not excited
For greener pastures am I fated
How long before I seize her, the destiny who waited
Will I continue or shall I allow to be baited?
Why then am I not excited
Is it real or in my heart created?
This silhouette of opportunity the desire heated
May this fire foment unabated
Wonder for what am I really slated
That keeps me charged and always excited...
